sooooo things haven't been goin to well lately, well actually really sucks i dont really know what to do m sorry ive not posted anythin in the past week or so i went to NY city and that was ok i guess i hatted everyone there and i was really dysphoric and i had no one to talk to *mumbles* i also kept gettin in trouble for talkin to strangers. I did get character inspiration from a guy i met from Boston so thats nice i guess. But umm the Friday i left my papa had a stroke then a week later he died turns out he had lung cancer so, he wouldnt of wanted to live the rest of his life in a bed anyway. Idk where im gettin an over run with dysphoria o